It’s been too long. I can’t even remember exactly how long it’s been, but I think that’s something around 5 years. And… Oh my God! 5 years! 

Yeah… 5 years that we met. And, to be honest, what a STUPID way to meet: in a game on line hahaha But, yes… We met there and since then I’m completely in love with you. 

I know that it’s love cuz I just can NOT take you off my mind, what’s different from what my friends used to tell me about guys that they thought of. I don’t keep thinking of you 24 hours of my day. You’re just there, in your little and private space… in my mind. Then, sometimes I catch myself thinking of you and the thought comes from NOWHERE. I think that’s love. 

I keep looking at your pictures. I keep listening to your songs, so I can hear your voice. I keep wishing all my dreams about you come true. I keep wishing “us”. Is that SO wrong? Sometimes I wonder that…

I love you, that’s undeniable. 

I want to see you happy, of course I do. However, I don’t know if I’m ready to wish you happiness with whoever you choose for your life. I know it’s a wrong thought, a selfish one, but… I just can’t. Not now. Someday, I hope I can do it and I know I’ll cuz, even though I want you SO MUCH just for myself, the most important thing in my world is to see you happy. 

I hope this day, that I’ll be happy, be complete just to see your happiness, come soon cuz, then, I won’t suffer THAT much. I mean, it’s OBVIOUS that you’ll find someone AMAZING for you and it’s OBVIOUS that this day is just about to happen… So, I’m here… Waiting for this love to be the purest one. The one that just want the happiness of the other person, even though it’s necessary the “lack of mine”. This lack of happiness is what happens when you don’t have your wish come true, but you’re still happy cuz you’re love is happy. Yeah, it’s not a lack of happiness properly :-)

Ok, ok… Now… A little bit of ME and not the “me” I intend to be hahaha 

Baby, you’re my dream come true. I never thought it’d exist a guy that’d fit SO perfectly, that’d be my missing puzzle piece, that’d complete me. You’re the one I’ve been waiting for, the one I’ve prayed for God to be mine. You’re my God’s gift, even thought He hasn’t given me you YET :P You’re everything I ever dreamt about a man to be. 

If we’re not meant to be, I hope someday I feel confident enough to show you this and to tell you: I’ll ALWAYS love you, I’ll keep you in my heart forever cuz, like I said, you’re all my dreams come true. And, YES, all I want is to see you happy. If you’re reading this, keep in mind that apart from this MESS, I want to see you happy, smiling, laughing, loving and doing what you love. So… if you’re reading this either we’re together or you’re with someone else and I was brave enough to show you :-P If it’s the first option: OH MY GOD! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! And, baby, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU. As you can see, I’ve been loving you for too long. Always have, always will. If it’s the second option: I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re fine. I hope you’re with someone you love, that completes you and that loves you in return. I believe that God has better plans and loves us SO MUCH and would NEVER do something that would break us apart. And I believe that you listen to what God tells you. Then, I assume that you’re with the person God chose for you. Now, you assume that I’m happy and be positive about it, cuz I’m. Happy about you and about what God made of you! =) 

Well… Let’s stop with it all cuz I’m already in tears :P 

I love you. I’ll keep praying for God to give you me until the day I understand it’s time to don’t do it anymore. And if this day come… I’ll still love you cuz the LOVE is meant to be! 

Thank you for being the one that kept my hopes in men high. Thank you for being the AMAZING guy you’re. Thank you for giving me the opportunite to get to know you. 

Be happy. By my side or with someone else, but BE HAPPY. 

Te amo :) 

06/01/12 

ivegotacitylove:

The titles are: Dear John, The Story of Us, Superman, Ours, Haunted, and If This Was a Movie.

Really bitch, really? Someday if I meet you I’ll slap you right in the face with my John Mayer poster.

ivegotacitylove:

HAHAHA how could I forgot about this…..

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he’s been keeping me where the light is. =)

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jhnmyr:

If you want to be truly intimidating,

If you want to make an impact,

If you want to have strong connections with others

just be sincere.

Sarcasm is not an attitude, and it’s not a personality trait. It’s a style of rhetoric meant to be used occasionally to highlight a larger point. Saying…

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Even though you’re no longer here, there’s still something between us. Even though life is NOT fair, I’ll NEVER lose my trust. It was just another lesson to be learned… I gotta move on and don’t lose my faith. And just another obstacle to take… I won’t give up, I won’t stay down. 

I have a promise to keep! 

I love you. I love you. I love you. Each day I love you more! I’m living on memories of you. Always, my sunshine =) 

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Now if we had the power 
To bring our neighbors home from war 
They would have never missed a Christmas 
No more ribbons on their door 
And when you trust your television 
What you get is what you got 
Cause when they own the information, oh 
They can bend it all they want 

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